Disappointment.

I make a lot of people happy. I feel like thats why I was put on earth. But the one person I don't please is myself. I do a lot. I'm happy with my life. But for some reason I always feel like a bad person. I do a lot of things I shouldn't do. But doesn't everybody? Why does it make me feel so crapy? Does everyone feel this way? I sure hope not. Because it sucks. I tell myself I know I'm not a bad person but in reality I don't know that at all. I go to Church. I do my homework. I do community service. To a stranger, maybe even some aquantices I probably look like a good kid.. Maybe even close to perfect. Its what I say to my friends, say in my head, and do when no one is around. Thats what makes me feel this way. Is it considered being two-faced being nice to someone you don't like for the sake of an argument or drama? I don't know. I don't really know much of anything anymore.