Like My Status For A Rate.

What is the point? Why do people like status updates like this one? You dont need to do this. No one can tell you how beautiful you are. You are beautiful. There is no scale of beauty written in stone. Its different for everyone. You could get a 10 from someone and a 1 from someone else. So whats the point? There isnt one. Love who you are. Dont look for answers from someone else because you are beautiful in your own way. Dont compare yourself to other people. Wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are -Kurt Cobain.

Thanksgiving.

Why it was celebrated in the first place:

The Pilgrams slaughtered hundreds of Indians after the Indians so kindly taught us how to farm. We then had a feast to celebrate the Indian deaths with the food they taught us how to grow.

I guess they were thankful for the new techniques they learned and showed how thankful they were by killing the people who taught them??? Because thats what I would do. :P

Why it is celebrated today:

Do we even really know? I mean obviously its not because we slaughtered Indians because we dont even learn about that anymore. Is it because we learned how to survive on our own? Maybe its just a holiday. An excuse to be with the people that you love and eat a lot of food. Maybe its a day set aside to just tell people you're thankful because humans don't do that enough.

In reality yes, its a great holiday, people love it. But we shouldn't need it. Tell people you are thankful everyday. Someday things might change, someone might not be around anymore and they will never know how much you meant to them.

Define yourself.

Some people always have to have a boyfriend/girlfriend. Their boyfriend/girlfriend then becomes a part of their identity. A boy does not define who a girl is and a girl does not define who a boy is. Before you even think about dating someone you should be sure of who you are. You don't need a significant other in life to "complete" you. If you don't know who you are before you date someone then chances are it probably won't even work out. And then when it doesnt work out you will be a complete mess. Things shouldn't work like that. Nothing is worth that much pain, especially if it can be prevented. You are your own person and you are beYOUtiful. Be who you are. Love who you are. Don't change who you are and don't let anyone else define you. Yes you should be with someone you love, your best friend, someone who makes you happy; but they need to still be who they are and you need to be who you are. Let them go out, talk to whoever they want. You can't  control them and they can't control you. You like eachother for a reason. Why change who that person is and what they do? Don't get obsessed with eachother and make sure it's love, not lust. The more emotionally involved you are, the less judgement you have.

You and Me

When I look at you
I see the face I never knew
That everyday, I would pray
That you would never go away.
And when I'm dreaming
I can see
You and me
Walking beach-side at sunset
Hoping this dream will never end.
And someday
Just maybe
Become reality.

Please, never end it.

There are things in life that are worth dying for but there are not things worth killing yourself over. Many people feel as though dying is the best option. It is definetly not. Life is a gift. Most, if not all, people will be at a low point in their life. There is never a point in life, no matter how low it is, that you should commit suicide. You might think that people don't like you or you might just be stressed. Stress goes away and there are people who love you in this world. Everyone has a purpose on Earth.. Everyone. Live your life to the fullest. Like I said before, happiness is a choice. Love the life you life and live the life you love. <3

Happiness is a choice.

As humans we have a tendency to think badly on everything. Everyone does it. Its not healthy. Truth is that no one will ever know what is going to happen to them or anything else but it will be okay. People try to tell themselves "everything will be okay" just to ease their brain and make them feel better. In all honesty, it will be okay. There is always a brighter side to things. Your whole life might look like a complete mess but in reality things will always get better. You just have to wait it out. And by that I don't mean just sit there and wait. You have to make it happen. No one will just hand you happines. Happiness is a choice. You can always look on the down side or you can always look at the bright side. Chose happiness. Get yourselve involved in something you love. Focus on a passion. If you have atleast one good thing in your life then your life is worth living. Be strong and carry on. If you don't think you have a bright side to life or something you love you do. You just have to look.

No such thing as normal.

Its hard trying to fit in. Everyone wants to be part of something. Everyone wants to be normal. But what the heck is normal anyway? Here's a clue: there is no such thing. No one is normal; just like no one is perfect. We are created to be different. We are all snowflakes in human from; no one person is the same as another. There is no point in feeling lost. Too many people feel lost and like they don't belong. Everyone belongs here. We are all here and we all deserve to be here.

So for you people who feel lost and feel like they don't fit in here is some advice: You are your own person! No one else matters.You are unique and beaYOUtiful. Thats all that matters. You fit in somewhere, you just need to find that place. Don't change who you are and don't hid what you are.

For you people who make other people feel this way; try not to. Sometimes you probabaly don't even know you're doing it. Words hurt. No matter what that stupid little lying poem says. They hurt. Think before you speak. Accept people for who they are and don't judge.

We are all human. We all make mistakes. Be who you are and accept people who aren't like you.

Disappointment.

I make a lot of people happy. I feel like thats why I was put on earth. But the one person I don't please is myself. I do a lot. I'm happy with my life. But for some reason I always feel like a bad person. I do a lot of things I shouldn't do. But doesn't everybody? Why does it make me feel so crapy? Does everyone feel this way? I sure hope not. Because it sucks. I tell myself I know I'm not a bad person but in reality I don't know that at all. I go to Church. I do my homework. I do community service. To a stranger, maybe even some aquantices I probably look like a good kid.. Maybe even close to perfect. Its what I say to my friends, say in my head, and do when no one is around. Thats what makes me feel this way. Is it considered being two-faced being nice to someone you don't like for the sake of an argument or drama? I don't know. I don't really know much of anything anymore.

Ice Cream Flavors.

            
                    So today I had ice cream. For the first time ever. Okay I have ice cream like everyday. Because it's delicious. Anywhooo I had hlaf a bowl of cookie dough and half a bowl of moose tracks. Keep in mind both vanilla ice cream. So I was just eating, listening to music and doing homework. Thats right multi-tasker! Oh yeah. I was on facebook too. And I notice something weird. You would think that two vanilla ice creams would taste the same. But NO. They taste like two completely different flavors. Weird right??? I thougt so. I was even kind of disappointed. Sad face.

NEW OBSESSION!

            Amazing. Beautiful. Singing. Handsome. Voices. Pure voices. Amazing voices. I could marry them. Both. At the same time. Hahaha. But for real. I love them. <3

                                                            Henry and Justin.

Everyone should look at all of their songs.

Now.

Please.

They are amazing.

I'm in love.

<3

Scared.

Cool. Im in the car on my way to Cello lessons avoiding branches in the road with sirens going off. Remind me again why we are doing this??? Was the thought in my head. I can barely even see out the window. The funny thing is that we are listening to Christmas music in the car.. While it is raining elephants and pigs. Now we really can't see out the window. My Cello will probably be ruined by the time I leave the car and get to the door of the studio.

^Scariest moment of my life^

Obviously Im okay. :D

The glass can always be half full.

So many things going on in life.
So much good. But also so much bad.
People fighting, mothers and daughters.
People sharing homes, stressful two family life.
Not being use to the things going on around me.
School getting harder and harder each and every year.
What can we do?
Life goes on. It doesn't stop for anyone.
So much good. But so much bad.
People getting surgeries, on bed rest in pain.
Not being able to sleep at night, laying there thinking.
Thinking way to much, things that should't be thought of.
So much bad. So much good.
People loving, mothers and daugheters.
People sharing homes, helping a family in need.
Nothing has to be permanent.
School getting harder, just study more.
So much can be done.
Life ends. Do it right the first time.
So much bad. So much good.
People getting surgeries, there is a cure.
Not being able to sleep at night. Do something productive.
Thinking way to much can go a long way.
Live life. Dont regret anything.
Everything happens for a reason. No matter what.
It WILL make you stronger. Even if not right away.

What I want to do before I die.

                Some call it a "bucket list" and some call it a plan. I don't call it either of those. To me it is simply what I want to do in the future at this moment in time. This list will most likely grow and I might even get rid of items on the list. A list of things you want to do before you die is something everyone should have. Why? Because it tells you a lot about yourself and what you want. Some things on the list will be something that ends, such as doing an activity or visiting a place; but there are the items on the list that you have to continue doing everyday until you die such as being a better person. Truth is that many people probably won't do everything on their list but you CAN make it happen. The world is filled with opportunity. If the chance comes along to get something on your list done DO IT. Don't wait. What if the chance doesnt come again?

"In 20 years, you will be more dissapointed by what you didn't do than by what you did."
                                           -Mark Twain.

01. Visit all 50 states
02. Cook without using measurments
03. Live in Ireland
04. Learn to kint
05. Fall in love
06. Find a movie that actually scares me
07. Visit Italy
08. Sew a dress
09. Make a dress out of Duct Tape
10. Be completely honest
11. Find out who "A" is (Pretty Little Liars)
12. Make a difference in someone's life
13. Be a better person
14. Get better grades
15. Read The Bible
16. Create a new community servie event